Some Thoughts

We all may not be equal and same in many ways
Some of us might be white... and Some black...
Some of us might be beautiful.... and Some of us ugly....
Some of us might be very loving and caring.... then Some of us may be all carefree, nasty and filthy bastards.......
Some of us might be very rich... then Some of us may be fucking poor.

BUT IN ONE THING WE ARE ALL THE SAME.... AND THAT'S .... DEATH.....
AND MAY THE TRUTH BE UPON US.... THE TRUTH WHICH WE ALL HAVE TO FACE ONE DAY....

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THERE WILL BE TIMES WHEN YOU WILL NOT UNDERSTAND ME....
THERE WILL BE TIMES WHEN YOU WILL NOT LOVE ME.....
THERE WILL BE TIMES WHEN YOU WILL HATE ME....
THERE WILL BE TIMES WHEN YOU WILL FEEL LONELY EVEN IF I AM THERE WITH YOU
THERE WILL BE TIMES WHEN YOU WILL BE UNHAPPY.... AND NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND WHY......
TRUST ME... BABY... IN ALL THOSE TIMES I WILL BE WITH YOU.... INSIDE YOUR HEART.... INSIDE YOUR SOUL....

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A PERSON WHO HAS NEVER FELT LONELY IN HIS LIFE WILL NEVER APPRECIATE THE PRESENCE OF SOMEONE SPECIAL.
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I DON'T GIVE A SHIT TO LIFE BECAUSE I KNOW!!! ONE DAY DEATH WILL CONCUR US ALL!!!
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I AM A BORN CELEBRITY
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I did not know that u gonna make me pay for every smile which came on my face when i
used to be with you, i did not know that my heart would be made to bleed for all those
sins which i committed by touching you when you were not completely mine.
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GET DOWN AND GET DIRTY.... BECAUSE THATS WHAT GOD WANTS US TO DO...
HAD HE WANTED ALL OF US TO BE PURE AND SO MUCH OF WITHOUT SINS HE WOULD HAVE NOT SENT US DOWN INTO THIS WORLD..

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LOVE IS THE BEST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO AN INDIVIDUAL.

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ITS SO STRANGE THAT SOME PEOPLE SPEND SO MUCH OF THEIR LIVES TIME REMAINING 

DEPRIEVED OF LOVE AND SOME KEEP FALLING IN AND OUT OF LOVE ALL THE TIMES.

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Most of the times you always feel as if you are a born celebrity

so special in this world, sent for a purpose, sent to achieve something

sent out to do something big to change lives, sent to love, sent to appreciate every thing around you, but then all of a sudden some thing nasty happens, and you realise that you are just another soul wandering on this earth, living off your days only to meet a definite ineluctable end. Then all of a sudden all the things which were so beautiful, so attractive, so comely, so blissful, turn ugly, unattractive, nasty, atrocious, despicable wretched and unworthy of living. The songs listening to whom once made your day turn like something so cacophonous.

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You know deep down inside your heart that you gonna miss me very very badly,

but you still want to deny the fact that you love me, just because you are getting a better life here, which i cannot give it to you for some time from now. But trust me baby no one would ever love you the way i will, no one would ever care for you that i would, and trust me things will change, i am no dumb ass, i can also earn to support my family, if god made me to meet you then he will also give me strength to look after all your needs and keep you happy, my love for you is so pure and  divine.

And i want to tell you this also that i love you and will be loving you till my last breath.

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They will not speak much but then also they will be heard,

They will not come out but then also they will be noticed,

They will not insist but then also they will get their things done,

They will not reciprocate but then also their love can be felt,

They will not oppose but then also their disaggrement can be apprehended,

They will love in their own way, silently without saying it out day night, 

that i love you i love you, and then also they radiate love.

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I have never seen any thing more beautiful than you in my life.

I think u will light up the darness in my heart.

I think u were the one whom my eyes were searching in the crowd.

I think u complete my life.

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I don't want a life so much deprieved of love, 

I don't want to just live missing you all the time,

I see ourselves together, some day we may get married.

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The two of us were so imperfectly perfect.

She hated reality TV serials and i cannot miss a single

episode of any of them, she went to temple every morning, i could never

get up early to catch the bus to office, she could not say any thing harsh or remotely offending to any one, and i could not complete a sentence without saying some thing nasty. She would feel for every one around her, like her own family members, and i would always be insenstive to every one around me. She would sing like a nightingale and if i tried to sing, people would faint even before i start.

She managed to keep every one happy, never complaint even if things get

overwhelming in the office. She could adjust herself to changes in a very efficient and impressive way, and i would just freak out if things don't happen the way i want them to happen. She would be calm and composed, i would get agitated at all the things. She had every thing which a man would want to see in his wife, and i had every thing a girl would not want in her boy friend.

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My body is the most unluckiest entity in the whole world to have found a soul like mine.

तू याद आने लगे

जब  उम्मीद  का  दामन  छूटने  लगे , आशाएं  इन  आँखों  से  आंसू  बनकर  निर्झर  बहने  लगें ,
जब  नींद  और  चैन  इन  आँखों  से  उडजाने  लगे ,
किसी  जोड़े  को  देख  कर  ये  मन  मुरझाने  लगे ,

जब  सब  कुछ  पास  होकर  भी  दूर  दूर  सा  लगे , प्यार  होकर  भी  मेरा  दिल  खाली  खाली  सा  लगे ,
तुझे  भूलने  की  चाह  में  ज़िन्दगी  से  मेरा  मन  रूठ  जाने  लगे , जब  हर  कोई  इस  दिल  को  पराया  सा  लगे ,
हर  ख़ुशी  हर  रंग  फीका  फीका  सा  लगे ,
जब  बेचैन  सी  मेरी  आहें  तुझे  पुकारने   लगें , जब  लाख  उपाए  करने  के  बाद  भी  दिल  का  दर्द  कम  होने  का  नाम  ना  ले .
ठंडी  हवाओं  के  झोंके  इस  तन  को  झुलसाने  लगें , बारिश  के  मौसम  में  भी  सब  कुछ  सूखा  और  बंजर  सा  लगे ,
जब  समय  का  काँटा  घूमते  हुए  भी  मुझे  एक  जगह  पर  रुका -रुका  सा  लगे , जब  परेशानियाँ  और  दर्द  ही  मुझे  हरषाने  लगे ,
तुझे  ये  नयन  दुनिया  की भीड़  में  हरकदम  खोजें , जब  अकेला  पन  मुझे  काट  खाने  लगे ,

संसार  के  सभी  सुख  सारी  दौलत  भी  कोई  ख़ुशी  ना  दे ,
जब  सब  कुछ  जानते  समझते  हुए  भी  हम  नासमझ , बनजाने  लगें ,
जब  तेरी  एक  झलक  के  लिए  ये  ह्रदय  ललचाने  लगे ,
जब  लोगों  के  लाख  समझाने  मन  करने  पर  भी  तेरी  गलियों  में  गूम  होजाने  को  ये  मन  तरसने  लगे ,

तू  याद  आने  लगे
तू  याद  आने  लगे .

Humein to unhein pyaar mein duubana tha jo duubna nahin chahte the

हमें  तो  उन्हें  प्यार  में  डूबना  था  जो  डूबना  नहीं  चाहते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उनसे  प्यार  करना  था  जो  प्यार  करना  नहीं  चाहते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उनके  लिए  मर  मिटना  था  जो  जीना  नहीं  चाहते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उनके  हुस्न  का  स्वाद  चखना  था  जो  मोहब्बत  लुटाना  नहीं  चाहते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उन्हें  बंधन  में  बांधना  था  जो  बंधनों  से  परहेज़  करते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उन्हें  गले  लगाना  था  जो  बाँहों  के  घेरों  से  डरते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उन  आंसूओं  को  पोछना  था  जो  बहना  नहीं  चाहते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उस  दिल  में  रहना  था  जो  जगह  देना  नहीं  चाहते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उनकी  जुल्फों  में  खोना  था  जो  जुल्फें  भिकराना  नहीं  चाहते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उनका  होना  था  जो  हमारे  होना  नहीं  चाहते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उनसे  प्यार  करना  था  जो  प्यार  करना  नहीं  चाहते  थे ,
हमें  तो  उन्हें  प्यार  में  डूबना  था  जो  डूबना  नहीं  चाहते  थे .

Paa Na Paaya

जिसने  मुझे  चाहा उसे  मैं  चाह  ना  पाया , जिसने  मुझे  जाना उसे  मैं  जान  ना  पाया ,
जिसने  मुझे  समझा  उसे  मैं  समझ  ना  पाया , भटकता  रहा  जानी  अनजानी  राहों  पर ,
मंजिलों  के  करीब  होकर  भी  मंजिलों  तक  पहुँच  ना  पाया , ना  जाने  कैसे  रस्ते  थे  वोह ,
ना  जाने  कैसे  हमसफ़र , जिन्हें  पाना  चाहते  हुए  भी  मैं  पा  ना  पाया .

jhalak

ना  चूड़ियों  की  खनक  पे , ना  पायल  की  झनक  पे ,
ना  आफताब  की  रौशनी  पे , ना  फूलों  की  महक  पे ,
बन्दा मरता  है  तो  बस  आपकी  एक  झलक  पे , आपकी  एक  झलक  पे .

Seekh liya

तेरे  प्यार  में  बेहेकना  सीख  लिया , हमने  भी  चाहि -अनचाही  धुनों  पर  थिरकना  सीख  लिया ,
गीत  तो  सुनते  थे  पहले  भी  पर  अब  सुरों  को  समझना  सीख  लिया ,
जीते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  ज़िन्दगी  का  मकसद  जान  लिया ,
पीते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  नशे  में  मदहोशी  का  आलम  समझ  लिया ,
हँसते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  मुस्कुराना  सीख  लिया ,
गाते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  गुनगुनाना सीख  लिया ,
नाचते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  झूमना  सीख  लिया ,
खुश  होते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  इतराना  सीख  लिया ,

रूठते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  मानना  सीख  लिया ,
प्यार  करते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  निभाना  सीख  लिया ,
रोते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  रोते  हुए  खिलखिलाना  सीख  लिया ,
इंतज़ार  करते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  इंतज़ार  में  तड़पना  सीख  लिया ,
शरमाते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  पानी  पानी  होना  सीख  लिया ,
मरते  तो  थे  पहले  भी , पर  अब  जीना  सीख  लिया ,
तेरे  प्यार  में  ऐ  ज़ालिम  बेहेकना  सीख  लिया , हमने  भी  चाहि -अनचाही  धुनों  पर  थिरकना  सीख  लिया .

प्यार  करने  का फैसला  भी  मेरा  था , हाथ  पकड़ने  का  वादा  भी मेरा   था  ,
साथ   चलने   का   इरादा   भी   मेरा   था  , तुम्हें   पाने   की   चाहत   भी   मेरी   थी  ,
साथ   मुस्कुराने   का   मन   भी   मेरा   था  तुम्हें  रूठने  पर  मानाने  का  काम  भी  मेरा  था ,
रास्ते भी  मेरे  थे , मंजिलें  भी  मेरी  थीं ,
तुम्हें  छूकर  हर्षाता  भी  मैं  था , तुम्हारे  लिए  दीवाना  भी  मैं  था ,
तुम्हारी  अदाओं  पर  मरजाता  भी  मैं  था , तुम्हारी आँखों  में  खोजता  भी  मैं  था ,
तुम्हारे  होठों  को  छूता  भी  मैं  था , तुम्हें  दर्द  में  डुबोता  भी  मैं  था ,
उन्ज़ुल्फों  से  खेलता  भी  मैं  था , उन  हस्तों  को  छेड़ता  भी  मैं  था ,
उस माथे  को  चूमता  भी  मैं  था , मद  मस्त  हाथी  सा  झूमता  भी  मैं  था ,
तुम्हारी  आँखों  में  आंसू  देजाता  भी  मैं  था , उन  आंसुओं  को  पोछता भी  मैं  था ,
तुम्हारे  गुस्से  की  वजह  भी  मैं  था , तुम्हारी  खिलखिलाती  हंसी  का  कारण  भी  मैं  था ,
वोह  सारे  सपने  दिखता  भी  मैं  था , और  उन  आधे  आधुरे  सपनों  के  सच न होने  पर  मुरझाता  भी  मैं  था ,
तुम  पर  ज़ुल्म  भी  किये  थे  मैंने , पर  तुमसे  प्यार  भी  किया  था  मैंने ,
तुम  को जानता  भी  मैं  था , और  कभी  कभी  तुमसे  अनजाना  सा  भी  मैं  था ,
एक  ऐसी  प्रेम  कहानी  थी  मेरी , जिसका  नायक  भी  मैं  था , और  खलनायक  भी  मैं  था .

Na chahte hue bhi

न  चाहते  हुए  भी  मुझे  आगे  बढ़ना  पड़ेगा
इस  मन के  पंची  को  कहीं  बसेरा  ढूँढना  पड़ेगा
चार  दिन  की  ज़िन्दगी  को  किसी  के  इंतज़ार  में  गुज़ार  नहीं  सकता
करता  हूँ  तुझसे  प्यार  अभी  भी  पर  तेरे  लिए  अपने  घर  बार  को  बिगाड़  नहीं  सकता
बहुत  रोया , बहुत  खोया , पर  और  ज़िन्दगी  इस  तरह  गुज़ार  नहीं  सकता ,
चार  दिन  की  ज़िन्दगी  को  किसी  के  इंतज़ार  में  गुज़ार  नहीं  सकता
करता  हूँ  तुझसे  प्यार  अभी  भी  पर  तेरे  लिए  अपने  घर  बार  को  बिगाड़  नहीं  सकता

TUM MERE MAN KE MEET NAHIN

कविता  लिखने  की  इच्छा  इस  कुंठित  मन  में  जागी  है
लगता  है  मन  वैरागी  है
क्या  लिखूं  कहूँ  किसे  सूनुं  सुनाओं
सब  चढ़  भँगुर  रस  के  प्यासे  हैं
कब  तक  चला  कहाँ  रुका  कुछ  समझ  में  मेरी  ना  आता  है

कविता  लिखने  की  इच्छा  फिर  भी  मन  में  जागी  है
लगता  है  मन  वैरागी  है ,

वो  चली  गयी  कहते  हुए  तुम , नीरस  और  बेरंगी  हो
नहीं  करती  प्यार  मैं  अब  तुमको , तुम  मेरे  मन  के  मीत  नहीं ,

वो  चली  गयी  कहते  हुए  तुम , मुझको  समझ  ना  पाए  कभी
नहीं  करती  प्यार  मैं  अब  तुमको , तुम  एक  आँख  अब  भाते  नहीं ,

वो  चली  गयी  कहते  हुए  तुम , से  जो  वादे  नाते  मेरे  थे ,
मैं  सब  कुछ  अब  झुट्लाती  हूँ , वोह  प्यार  नहीं  कुछ  और ही था 
तुम  मेरे  मन  के  मीत  नहीं ,

वो  चली  गयी  कहते  हुए  जो  भी  दिन  बीते  थे  साथ  में  अपने  वोह  सब  अनजाने  सपने  हैं
वो  मेरी  उम्र  की  भूल  हे  थी , तुम  मेरे  मन  के  मीत  नहीं ,

वो  चली  गयी  कहते  हुए , मैंने  जब  तुमको  प्यार  किया, अपना  सब  कुछ  वार  दिया , तुमने  बदले  में  टकरार  किया, मेरी  आँखों  में  अंश्रु  बहार  दिया ,

वो  चली  गयी  कहते  हुए  जब  मैं  तुमसे  मिलती  थी , कंधे  पर  सर  रखती  थी , तुम  शरमाते  हिचकिचाते  थे , नाराज़  होकर  पलट  जाते  थे , तुम  मेरे  मन  के  मीत  नहीं ,

वो  चली  गयी  कहते  हुए , जब  जब  मैं  तदपि  रोई , घबरायी  चिल्लाई , परेशान चत्पतायी , तुम  कभी  मेरे  पास  ना  थे , तुम  हर  दम  मुझसे  दूर  हे  थे , तुम  मेरे  मन  के  मीत  नहीं

मैं  ये  सब  कुछ  सुनता  रहा , सिसक  सिसक  कर  रोता  रहा ,
फिर  भी  मन  ये  मानता  नहीं  की  मैं  उसके  मन  का  मीत  नहीं ,
दिल  इस  बात  को  जानता  नहीं  की  मैं  उसके  मन  का  मीत  नहीं ,

जब  पहली  बार  मिले  थे  हम , ये  बातें  जग  जाहिर  थीं ,
दोनों  के  दिलों  में  उठी  वोह  अनजानी  सी  कुछ  धुनें  थीं ,
इस चंचल  मन  की  लहरों  ने  पाया  एक  किनारा  था , अँधेरी  ह्रदय  की  गलियों  में  हूआ  एक  उजियारा  था ,
जब भी दोनों साथ में  होते , हर  दम  हँसते  खिल  खिलते  थे ,
लोगों  के  मन , दोनों  को  देखर  कर  फूलों  से  खिल  जाते  थे ,

प्यार  के  रंग  में  रंगे  थे  दोनों , अब  कहती  बेरंगी  हूँ ,
भूल  गयी  वोह   फूलों  सी  गलियां , जिनमें  बहता  समय  थम  सा  जाता  था ,
भूल  गयी  वोह  बाँहों  के  झूले , जिनमें  दूब  कर  मन  बह  सा  गया  था .................... to be continued.....

Some Day

I don't want friendship, no more pain,
I don't want love from you baby, it drives me insane,
I don't want you to wish, neither a kiss,
I just want you to stay else I'll metamorphose into useless hay.

I don't want promise, not a single word,
I don't want sacrifice, neither a drop of tear,
I don't want hugs, nor I want to make love,
I just want you to stay or i will be unhappy, to the end of days.

I don't want night, I hate the sun,
The night thinks she is darker than your hair and the sun sends rays which touches your skin,
I don't want the rain, the snow bites me and i am in drains,
I don't want the stars, they think they glow as much as you,
I just want you to stay, or take my life away.

I don't want your flesh, I don't want your lap,
I don't want your cheeks, they are too bleak,
I don't like the trees, their breeze propagates your hair,
I just want you to stay, or I'll blow in that wind away.

I just want you to see, see me forever,
Cause my eyes are filled with tears, and the vision is still unclear,
I don't want these tears to dry, They remind me of you always
and thats not a lie, I am soaked in the pain, But there's none i can blaim,
You were the love, You were the life,
I just want you to stay, i can no longer let you go away.

Whenver you go away and become invisible,
I close my eyes and you are visible,
For the life which we dreamt of, some day it might be real.

Toxic Personalities to Avoid

Although we like to think that the people in our lives are well-adjusted, happy, healthy minded individuals, we sometimes realize that it just isn't so.  Personally, I've had moments where I'll be skipping through my day, happy as can be, thinking life is grand and BAM, I'll be blindsided by someone who manages to knock the happy wind out of my sails.  Sometimes it is easy to write it off and other times, not so much.

Maybe you are a positive person, but when you are around a certain individual, you feel negative.  Or, maybe you have an idealistic view of the world and when you are with certain people, you are made to feel silly, unrealistic or delusional.  Or, maybe you pride yourself in being completely independent and in control of your life, but when you are around a certain family member, you regress into a state of childhood.

Some of these situations, and yes, these people, can have a tremendously negative impact on our lives.  And, although we are all human and have our 'issues,' some 'issues' are quite frankly, toxic.  They are toxic to our happiness.  They are toxic to our mental outlook.  They are toxic to our self-esteem.  And they are toxic to our lives.  They can suck the life out of us and even shorten our lifespan.

Here are the worst of the toxic personalities out there and how to spot them:

1. Manipulative Mary:  These individuals are experts at manipulation tactics.  Is a matter of fact, you may not even realize you have been manipulated until it is too late.  These individuals figure out what your 'buttons' are, and push them to get what they want.

Why they are toxic:  These people have a way of eating away at your belief system and self-esteem.  They find ways to make you do things that you don't necessarily want to do and before you know it, you lose your sense of identity, your personal priorities and your ability to see the reality of the situation.  The world all of a sudden becomes centered around their needs and their priorities.

2. Narcissistic Nancy:  These people have an extreme sense of self-importance and believe that the world revolves around them.  They are often not as sly as the Manipulative Marys of the world, but instead, tend to be a bit overt about getting their needs met.  You often want to say to them "It isn't always about you."

Why they are toxic:  They are solely focused on their needs, leaving your needs in the dust.  You are left disappointed and unfulfilled.  Further, they zap your energy by getting you to focus so much on them, that you have nothing left for yourself.

3. Debbie Downers:  These people can't appreciate the positive in life.  If you tell them that it is a beautiful day, they will tell you about the impending dreary forecast.  If you tell them you aced a mid-term, they'll tell you about how difficult the final is going to be.

Why they are toxic:  They take the joy out of everything.  Your rosy outlook on life continues to get squashed with negativity.  Before you know it, their negativity consumes you and you start looking at things with gray colored glasses yourself.

4. Judgmental Jims:   When you see things as cute and quirky, they see things as strange and unattractive.  If you find people's unique perspectives refreshing, they find them 'wrong'.  If you like someone's eclectic taste, they find it 'disturbing' or 'bad'.

Why they are toxic:   Judgmental people are much like Debbie Downers.  In a world where freedom rings, judgment is sooo over.  If the world was a homogeneous place, life would be pretty boring.  Spending a lot of time with these types can inadvertently convert you into a judgmental person as well.

5. Dream Killing Keiths:   Every time you have an idea, these people tell you why you can't do it.  As you achieve, they try to pull you down.  As you dream, they are the first to tell you it is impossible.

Why they are toxic:  These people are stuck in what is instead of what could be.  Further, these individuals eat away at your self-esteem and your belief in yourself.  Progress and change can only occur from doing new things and innovating, dreaming the impossible and reaching for the stars.

6. Insincere Illissas:  You never quite feel that these people are being sincere.  You tell a funny story, they give you a polite laugh.  You feel depressed and sad and they give you a 'there, there' type response.  You tell them you are excited about something and you get a very ho-hum response.

Why they are toxic:  People who aren't sincere or genuine build relationships on superficial criteria.  This breeds shallow, meaningless relationships.  When you are really in need of a friend, they won't be there.  When you really need constructive criticism, they would rather tell you that you are great the way you are.  When you need support, they would rather see you fail or make a fool of yourself.

7. Disrespectful Dannys:  These people will say or do things at the most inappropriate times and in the most inappropriate ways.  In essence, they are more subtle, grown up bullies.  Maybe this person is a friend who you confided in and uses your secret against you.  Maybe it is a family member who puts their busy-body nose into your affairs when it is none of their business.  Or maybe, it is a colleague who says demeaning things to you.

Why they are toxic:  These people have no sense of boundaries and don't respect your feelings or, for that matter, your privacy.  These people will cause you to feel frustrated and disrespected.

8. Never Enough Nellies:  You can never give enough to these people to make them happy.  They take you for granted and have unrealistic expectations of you.  They find ways to continually fault you and never take responsibility for anything themselves.

Why they are toxic:  You will spend so much time trying to please them, that you will end up losing yourself in the process.  They will require all of your time and energy, leaving you worn out and your own needs sacrificed.

All of these personalities have several things in common.
1) the more these people get away with their behavior, the more they will continue.
2) Unfortunately, most of these people don't see that what they do is wrong and as a result, talking to them about it will fall on deaf ears, leaving you wondering if you are the crazy one.
3) Most of these people get worse with age, making their impact on you stronger with time.

Frankly, life is too short to spend your time dealing with toxicity.  If you can, avoid spending mucho time with people who are indicative of these behaviors and you'll feel a lot happier.
Have you encountered these personalities?
What have you done?
Any personalities you would add?

                                                                                      source: YAHOODOTCOM

Missing

Missing you like the last blink of the candle,
like the last drop of water in an arid desert,
like the last puff of cigarette, coming out of my lungs,

Missing you like the lamb misses her mother when lost in the herd,
like the life misses death,

Missing you like the ocean misses waves which get lost at the shore,
Missing you like the tree misses all those leaves it shed,
Missing you like the flower misses its fragrance, when it is lost in the air,
Missing you like the air misses the moisture, when the heat soaks it up,
Missing you like those planets who miss life, like here on earth,
Missing you like the bird, misses its feathers, which are lost in the flight,
Missing you like this heart, misses its soul,
Missing you like the Jungle, misses its king,
like the mocking bird misses its mate,

Missing you like the earth misses its moon,
like a warrior misses his sword,
Missing you like you miss me.

Movie Guru: Aishwarya Rai waiting for the Boy at the Railway Station to Elope.... But the Boy ditches

भोर हुई, मोरी अंखियाँ रह गयीं प्यासी,
आये ना  तुम  लेने  मोहे  पिया , अकेली रह  गयी  तुम्हरे  चरणों  की दासी ,
इतना  कमज़ोर  था  क्या  तुम्हारा प्यार, कितना  करूँ  मैं  अब  और  इंतज़ार ,

मेघ  बरस - बरस  जलायेंगे  मोरा  तन ,
बिरहा  की  अग्नि  में  तपे  है  मोरा  मन ,

कितने  निष्ठुर  होगये  तुम  ओ  सनम , संसार में  बदनामी  के  डर  से  पलट  गए  क्या  तुम्हरे  कदम ,

घर  द्वार  सब  छोड़  कर  दौड़ी  आई  मैं  सजन , पर  पथरा  गए  तोहे  इंतज़ार  में  अब  ये  नयन ,

वापस  जाऊं  तो  जाऊं  भी  कैसे , किसी को  ये
मूहं  दिखाओं  भी  कैसे , दुनिया  को  ये  धोखा  समझाओं  भी  कैसे ,

प्यार  पर  भरोसा  करके  मैंने  ये  क्या  है  पाया , क्या  मैं  समझी  थी  तुमको  और  तुमने  अपना  ये  कैसा  रूप  दिखाया ,
कहीं  की  नहीं  रही  तुम्हारे  प्यार  में  ये  बाला , बाबुल  को  मेरे  तो  मैंने  जिंदा  मार  डाला ,
कहते  थे  तुम  की  करोगे  मुझसे  शादी , ऐसा  मूहं  मोड़ा , ऐसा  साथ  छोड़ा , की  रह  गयी  सिर्फ  बर्बादी ,

जब  हिम्मत  ना  थी  तो  हाथ  क्यूँ  पकड़ा,
जब  ताकत  ना  थी  तो  वादों  में  क्यूँ  जकड़ा,

वापस  भी  ना  जपओं , आगे  भी  ना  बढ़  पाऊं ,
ऐसी  राह  पर  साथ  तोडा  तुमने , कहीं  का  ना  मुझे  छोड़ा  तुमने.

Prakriti ka Manushya

हे  मनुष्य तू  धन्य  है
इस  धरती  पर  संलग्न  है ,

अरबों  खरबों  की  संख्या  में ,
लगा  है  बस  अपने  मंकी  चंचलता  के  पूरण  में ,
ध्रुव  पर  बरफ  को  पिघलाया  तुने ,
चन्द्रमा  के  तल  को  हिलाया  तुने ,
सैकरों  नदियों  को  सुखाया  तुने ,
इस  धरती  को  लहू  से  नेह्लाया  तुने ,

खोद  डाली  साड़ी  खानें , लूट  लिए  सब  पदार्थ  जो  भी  थे  तेरे  काम  आने ,
काट  डाले  अनगिनत  जंगल , जो  होते  थे  कभी  मासूम  पशु  पंछियों  के  घराने ,
आकाश  को  जान  न  चाहे  तू , पर  टोहे  कभी  नहीं  पृथ्वी  के  मन  को  तू ,

मंगल  तक  तू  पहुँच  चूका , करके  अमंगल  अपने  वास  का ,
बढ़ता  जरह  है  उस  रस्ते  पर , जो  रास्ता  है  सर्वनाश  का ,

हे  मनुष्य  तू  धन्य  है
इस  धरती  पर  संलग्न  है ,

हथियार  से  लैस तेरी  ये  सेना ,
चीरती  चली  जाए  इस  ब्रम्हांड  का  सीना ,
जान  चूका  है  हर  गुप्त  राज़  प्रकृति  के ,
छीन  चूका  है  न  जाने  कितने  जीवन  इन  जड़ -चेतन  जीवों  के ,

नापी  तूने  पर्वतों  की  उचाईयां , परखी तूने  सागर  की  गहराइयाँ ,
जान  न  पाया  लेकिन  अपने  मन  की  ख़ुशी  को , सुमिरन  करना  चाहे  जो  हमेशा  प्रभु  को ,

हे  मनुष्य  तू  धन्य  है
इस  धरती  पर  संलग्न  है ,

इतनी  भड़की  तेरे  अन्दर  क्रोध  की  आग , बना  डाले  तूने  सर्वनाश  करदेने  वाले  वोह  निर्मम  हथियार ,
खीच  दिन  इस  पृथ्वी  पर  लकीरें  इतनी  साडी , समय  के  साथ  जो  होती  गयीं  और  भी  भारी ,
दूरियों  का  सिलसिला  कभी  न  रुका , निर्दोषों  का  रक्त  कभी  न  सूखा
नफरत  की  आग  बढती  गयी , सबके  के  मस्तिष्क  को  चलती  गयी ,
तुझे  मतलब  सिर्फ  अपने  सुख  से , नहीं  वास्ता  तेरा  किसी  और  के  दुःख  से ,

इठलाती  परिहास  करती  उस  पर्वत  की  उचैयाँ , जो  कभी  थी  सागर  की  गहराइयाँ ,
कभी  न  भूलना  की  सागर  तल  से  ही , उठ  कर  पर्वत  इतना  ऊंचा  बन  पाया  है ,
इक  दिन  फिरसे  ये  सागर , उस  पर्वत  को  खा  जायेगा , अगर  यूँ  ही  हरदम , पर्वत  उसको  झुथ्लायेगा ,

चाहे  कर  ले  कितनी  भी  प्रगति , मिट  जानी  है  एक  दिन  तेरी  भी  हस्ती ,
तेरे  जैसे  लाखों  आये , पर  जिंदा  है  अभी  भी  प्रकृति , खूब  जानती  है  ये , है  ये  अपनी  स्वयं  रचायेती....

Life And Girl

Life is like a fancy girl

More you try come closer to it, more it stays away,

Moment you ignore it, it would find some reason to let it stay,

Life is like a bitchy girl

Makes you feel it's yours, When it meets with the death,

It ditches you on your corpse

Life is like that slutty girl

With whom u get to sleep,

Once u are done with your time,

You could never keep,

Life is like a naughty girl,

Always playing games,

If you are not strong enough,

It'll drive you insane,

Life is like a mean girl,

Comes and gives you something,

If you cannot keep her happy,

Deprives you of everything

Life is like a phoney girl,

Makes u feel it loves,

When it finds a better soul,

U are no more than a dork,

Life is like a depressed girl,

makes you bear all its pain,

Once When out of depression,

Ur efforts go in vain,

Life is like a virtuous girl,

Sends an impression of virginity,

But when u open, when u live it,

You get dumbstruck with reality,

Life is like a pretty girl,

Whatever it does is justified,

If you question if you argue,

You are the only one who gets crucified,

Life is like your wife,

After an age who turned ugly,

Now u hate her, for its bad looks,

Always forgetting how much u overjoyed

When she was so pretty,

Life is like a baby girl,

Innocent and very cute,

You have to nurture, take good care,

And never show that u're crude,

Life is like a girl, whom you'll always need

wherever you go, Whatever you do,

you should never make it bleed.